Are you serious? Like is there any reason for me to be on here any longer.. I have followers yet no one likes my post. I don’t even think people bother to read them >.> It’s rather annoying. But It’s ohkay. Becuase your opinion doesn’t matter.. I’m just speaking my mind.. Ohkay.. Afternoon to you. Good bye.
I have a driving force. Something that keeps me going no matter what. Why do I allow it to keep me alive I sometimes wonder. “How many people really care.” I ask myself. It doesn’t matter. Because those countless people that I have never met, they may not care for me, but I care for them. Because I believe no life is worth losing. None at all. Not the life of someone I dislike, Someone I don’t know, Someone I love or someone who hate me. Life is precious. Life is too short for us not too cherish it. If we can’t cherish it on our own, then someone has to cherish it for us. Why ruins someones life, when we can make it better. I sometimes wonder. But Have not a choice but to let it go. What can I do? I can’t prevent death from happening. And I believe in a certain freedom that very few believe in. And that’s the freedom of Beliefs. Not religion, but moral beliefs as well. If people want to believe something, they can believe it, I won’t try and change that. They’re path mark their own lives. But One day, I will Inspire. One day I will motivate people to disregard hate. I will make people realize that we all have on thing that brings us together. Wht that is I will not mention presently. But we all have it. We are very passionate for it. And it burns inside is. So lets not argue. Let’s just find that thing that brings us together and live in peace. Because no one deserves to die. In other words.. Shut up And Enjoy The Music.
You truly inspire me.
You are the reason I continue to believe.
Because of you I know I can dream,
because of you, I can live through anything
Yet I am in pain.
You can not stop this hurt I feel.
No one can with hold this disdain
This intense Emotion I won’t deny is real.
Because I dream to be somebody I no longer can
Because I’ve now lost all that I am.
What more is there to my life besides you
But you are all the reason I need too.
My pain so intense
Increasing. becoming immense
Not physical. I hurt inside.
But it’s only slowing my demise.
This pain is killing me figuratively
But why is it keeping me a live literally.
I hate it and I love it.
No feelings below, nor above it
I will just let it go. Because it hurts for you.
So why would I hide it. When it’s to me you are dear to.
Oh Dear you.
Can you please stop this pain.
So I realized something. It sucks that it took a death and someone elses mother before I realized it though. But I can’t complain I feel better knowing this. I spend most of my life trying to find a way to make a difference in life. I do small things like picking up litter of the ground, being Chivalrous, Holding doors for strangers, and smiling at them while doing so. Like I said. Small things. People look at me as if it was inhuman to be human and care for other people. But I don’t care what they see. If I’m not gonna be the person picks up the trash off the street, who will? If I’m not going to be that person who helps that stranger who fell in the middle of the street who will? Quite frankly, Opinion doesn’t matter to me anymore. I’m just going to hold true to what I believe in for the rest of my life. Not letting anything anybody else says influence any of my decisions. I talked to her mother this morning. If anybody knew her, it had to be her mother. She thought highly of me. Her mother said that ” Like Brie you are wise beyond your years.” When a parent thinks something like this of you. You can’t help but believe it’s true. Especially when the parent is not your own. I finally believe that it is posible for me to make a positive difference in the world, as Brie already has. There aren’t many things that move me, but she’s moved me. Someone once said, “even impossible says I M Possible.” I can take to this fully now. I can do all that I can to make the world better place for you and I. It starts with just one yes, But I believe if I continue to do as I’ve been, I can influence others and it will eventually be billions. One day. The world will change.